#Yes this is about new Jash

[skhardwarevers1]

when you listen to something the first time but it’s early in the morning and you fall asleep and forget that you listened to it the first time so when you wake up again a few hours later you end up listening to it again for the first time because you completely forgot how it went when you actually first listened to it (and you also were convinced the first time was a dream because that happened to you the day before) but both times you thought it was pretty good because apparently you said something about it on the first real time listening to it that confirms that you fucking loved it. So now you’re confused

[star2stop]

YEAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOEV JAZZ

[lionacuty]

I have a new song to play on loop like HOLY SHIT IT'S FUCKING AWESOME!!!!

it really reminds me of the times my dad used to play Metallica back when I was younger and lived in a apartment like omg

[beauty-and-passion]

Why you should listen to Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium

I didn't expect to truly write a post about this album.

Anons introduced me to its genesis, production and themes and they seemed interesting... but was there enough food for thought?

I had no idea. My expectations were positive, so I imagined I would listen to something good: I just didn't know if this album had enough for me to talk about and say something new - considering that the CCCC fans already did a great job analyzing every detail of the songs.

But when I listened to them (and read more theories/explanations), I noticed some interesting things. Things that stirred my brain and made me think. Things I wanted to talk about.

So here I am, writing a post about Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Volume 1. I am not pretending to explain the lore or the songs in detail and I don't want to bother you with an extremely long post. All I want is to give you some material to decide if CCCC is worth a try.

And, if you've never heard about it before, I hope my words will spark your interest, because this album deserves more attention.

One last thing: please be aware I will talk about all sorts of themes, from love to suicide, because those are also the themes of the album.

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A simple plot

I can hear you, fans who have listened to the whole album: simple story?! It's complicated! It's open to interpretations!

And yes, you're right. But if we consider the core foundation on which the songs are built... well, that's quite straightforward. With this album, Chonny Jash is telling us about his struggles and how they led to a psychological split inside him into Mind, Heart and Soul. Then these three parts start fighting, until they find a way to reunite again.

And yes, we can also add that this is a time loop and things are destined to repeat themselves, but the structure is still simple, clear and concise. As clear as the tripartition of the album into Calamity, Cacophony and Concord, three parts that correspond to the story's three main points: the split, the fight, the reunion.

And this simplicity isn't a bad thing, oh absolutely not. This is perfect.

There's a common misconception that a good story should be complicated. The plot should be complex and convoluted and the more complex and convoluted it is, the better the story will be. I made this conceptual mistake too and it took me years to realize how wrong it was: the better stories are not the most complicated ones, but the simpler ones.

Why?, you may ask. Isn't a simple story proof of amateur writing - or even worse, lack of creativity?

Actually, it's quite the opposite and there are four reasons why:

If a story has a simple, clear foundation, it will be easier to build on it: a simple foundation is stable and strong, it won't break down too easily. You can add layers and metaphors and hide your plot points behind different interpretations, but your public won't get lost, because the foundation would still be clear: there are three figures, they fight, they reunite. Everyone can understand it.

If everyone can understand your foundation, your story is universal. Everyone can approach and experience it, from an old person to a child, and everyone will find something inside: a message, a feeling, a piece of advice, anything.

If your story is universal and the foundation clear, your vision is also clear. And if your vision is clear, you know what you're doing. And if you know what you're doing, your story will be much more organized too: there won't be dull/useless parts, filler, or moments in which you're just dilly-dallying, waiting for the right idea to strike.

Since your story will be more organized, the flow will be better too and the events will make sense, the public will be more prone to welcome the suspension of disbelief and immerse themselves in the story. People aren't stupid, they can subconsciously feel when an artist is confident and the story is strong. And once they feel it, you win. The public is yours now, you can guide it into your world and show your vision as you intended. And people will let you do it, because they know they're in good hands.

This is what I experienced too, the more I progressed with my listening. There was a lot of care behind every word, the lyrics kept explaining and expanding the plot and everything showed the confidence of an author who knows what he is doing and how to do it.

And there's nothing better for a story, than a confident author.

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Clear elements despite the ambiguity

Even if the foundation of CCCC is very simple, the story is enriched by a ton of ambiguities and things purposely left very vague. They may be better explained when/if Volume 2 comes out in the future, they may be left open to interpretation forever. It doesn't really matter: having a full understanding is good, but leaving everything behind a veil of mystery is a good choice as well. It depends on Mr. Jash's choice - and if my previous point wasn't clear enough, I trust this guy's choices.

However, despite the ambiguity, I also really appreciated how there are a lot of extremely clear elements in this story, starting from some events, to specific details of the main characters involved.

Some examples?

Heart tried to shoot/kill/destroy Mind

Heart's breakdown is due to something love-related

The whole series of events is stuck in a loop

Mr. Jash threatens suicide if the parts of himself don't reconcile

Mr. Jash frequently talks about how he keeps making covers of songs others made before him

And what about the details? For example, we know that every character has a specific set of elements associated with them:

an object: a blindfold (Heart), a crown (Mind), a trident (Soul)

a name: Artemis/the moon/Juno (Heart), Apollo/the sun (Mind), Atlas (Soul)

a color: black+purple (Heart), blue+white (Mind), gray+red (Soul)

And those are all elements we get from the songs and they get stuck with you, while you progress with your listening.

Again, this is a very clever choice: considering everything is open to interpretation, having some clear elements serves as "anchor points" in a sea of ambiguities. By doing that, the listeners won't get lost in a maelstrom of possibilities, but they will keep being guided down a clear path - the one traced by the main points of the album (breakdown, fight, reunion).

Also, having some fixed elements keeps everyone's attention too: some people might like to get lost in pure ambiguity, but most lose interest in a too-vague story. Even if the author had a clear plan, if everything is too obscure, people will inevitably think: "It's incomprehensible, so the author had no idea what they were doing" and ditch the story entirely.

Mr. Jash handled the ambiguity aspect very well, by balancing the obscurities with the clear elements. And this proved, once again, how clear, strong and detailed his vision is.

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Favorite character?

Ooof, that's hard.

Each character has a specific personality and that alone proves how carefully Mr. Jash planned every element related to them.

Heart is sad, desperate, apathetic, prone to self-pity, sick and tired of everything. But he's also strong enough to try and oppose Mind out of fear of what he could do. He tried to attack someone as powerful as him and take him down, just to preserve the Soul and save their vessel.

And that proves he's not weak at all: he's a lot more powerful than he seems. And, as he said, he's not a child: he felt Mind could've been a threat, so he took the matter into his own hands and tried to find a solution.

And it makes sense his solution was so drastic, because it was dictated by feelings. Because the Heart is influenced by feelings. It's perfectly coherent with the kind of character he is.

Same goes for Mind: he's cold, harsh, a threatening figure because of his design/nature. He takes control of the situation, he appoints himself as the new leader, he wants to react, do something, move forward and ignore the element he sees as the weak link.

And he definitely doesn't hold a grudge towards Heart, nope nope: my bro spent a whole song saying "Look at Heart, he's an idiot". And then, if this isn't enough, he ended his song, by calling Heart "akaryocyte": which is a cell without a nucleus. Hence, a virus.

I'll admit it: this sick burn is the sickest burn that ever burned and probably the most clever insult I've ever read and that made Mind top #1 best character of the album - sorry Heart, but Mind is too sick. (Also, I am a cold logical person too, so I ended up thinking the guy wasn't so bad after all.)

Last but not least, we have Soul. And Soul is basically shut down all the time by these two motherfuckers arguing, to the point he looks more like a shadow, rather than a real character... until he decides that you know what, time to show how confident he actually is:

You must be so arrogant to think that either of you Can control The Soul so wholly When to be one whole you can't hold solely

One song was enough to show Soul's true colors. He's stronger than the other two, he's more in control than them and he's the only one able to draw a line and make an actual threat: if they do not find a way to reunite, he will kill them both.

A couple words and Soul's picture got flipped: he's not just a background voice anymore, he's the leading figure now. And if he is sick and tired, then these three are facing the real shit.

But just like the other two, Soul isn't just that and we see it in The Bidding.

Here happens something incredibly beautiful: once Heart and Mind find a way to harmonize, Soul immediately rejoices: with the impatience of a child, he asks them to do it again, "One more time, go again/No, this can't be the end". Soul, this powerful figure who threatened suicide one second ago, begs them to try again, to do it "for me", because they can finally harmonize, because "I don't know how much more I can take".

Once again, with a couple sentences, we learn how heavy this whole situation has been on Soul and how eager he is to try again, once the other two find a possible harmony.

This doesn't just show how deeply Soul has been affected by the whole situation, but also (on a higher level) how strong hope is.

Soul was ready to commit suicide: a few verses before he said this was the day "we'll tie the rope". But one small step in the right direction, despite being flawed and made out of spite and resentment, was all he needed to change his mind and drop the idea of suicide entirely.

That also proves how human Soul is. Because this is what humans feel too, especially when they play with the idea of suicide. Most of the time, this idea is the result of desperation and inability to find a way out of a situation that seems impossible to overcome. But once these people find even a teeny tiny fragment of hope, the will to live overcomes desperation and people latch to said hope, no matter how small it is. And, just like Soul did here, they try to have it again, to repeat it, to feel that spark again.

Because the will to live is always much, much stronger than the desperation that leads to suicide.

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The choice of a time loop

These three characters are stuck in a time loop: things are destined to repeat themselves. And believe it or not, but this is extremely human too - and a clever choice as well.

From a psychological perspective, Mr. Jash can "break" again anytime. Life is full of stuff and events, so... who knows? Maybe in the future, he will face another heartbreak and his Whole will break down into three once more. Or maybe it won't be because of a heartbreak: maybe something else will happen and lead to a new split, a new fight and a new reconciliation. Maybe even the lack of confidence that starts to shine in Concord is proof of a future split.

But if we think about it, the time loop works from another perspective too: a meta one.

Every time you listen to the whole album, every time to replay the songs, you are relieving the split. Every time you listen to them, Whole splits into Heart, Mind and Soul. Every time you trace their history, they split, fight and reconcile.

In other words: every replay is a new loop, a loop in which these characters are stuck - not just because of their humanity, but because they're characters and this is their story. They cannot escape from it, because that's their entire world.

I don't know if Mr. Jash thought about that while making this album... but he gave me this thought and that's just another proof of what I said at the beginning of this post: if a story is very well made, everyone can find a message inside it. And I'm sure you will find something too.

EDIT: You will find the whole analysis of CCCC Vol. 1 starting from HERE

(How about a coffee? ☕)

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[barrenclan]

Chonny Jash's cover of The Moss seems very patfw-core to me. I think someone's brought it up before but I'd like to specifically point out some of the new/changed lyrics that I think fit

But everything you see isn't everything that is

Every thing you think to be, every thought you can't dismiss

The lives we try to lead and the time we try to give

Well it's all a fallacy, we continue to relive

^ Cats like Pinepaw and Rainhaze's curiosity about what's beyond Barrenclan territory, how cats like Cootstorm try to discourage that type of thinking and how their actions unintentionally lead them to their fates. Also very cyclecore

And every thing will live, just as every thing will die

Every foe that you forgive, and every friend that you deny

Every single first hello, and every single last goodbye

Every smile that you show, every tear that you hide

^ In my head I'm picturing an amv/pmv and for this part I'm very much imagining a sort of slideshow section about contrasts and various events: Barrenclan/Defiance, Rainhaze and Ranger/Rainhaze and Asphodelpaw, Pinepaw and Saturn/Pinepaw and Wild Rose, Slugpelt and Cashew/Slugpelt and Dustfeather. Idk if that makes sense

Well, legend has it that we're all just doomed

And we've ruined our society

Well, legend has it that we dug our tomb

Which we'll lie in for all eternity

^ Barrenclan's whole staying as punishment for their cowardice ideology

Well legend has it that, the world once knew a whole palette of lovely blues and greens

Well legend has it that, our corpses lie a foundation of insincerity

^ what Barrenclan's territory used to be - blue and green - and what it is now - on a foundation of corpses

*Attempts to Jashify Raz* *Attempts to Jashify Raz* *Attempts to Jashify Raz—

I've seen a lot of people in the server talking about Chonny Jash, he seems pretty fun. But if I'm honest, I'm more of a Johnny Cash fan. :P

Ooh, yes! You've targeted me with a TMBG suggestion, I actually went ahead and added "Don't Let's Start" to the playlist but I love this song too.

Even when you're out of work you still have a job to do Even when you don't know what it is Your job knows what it is What it is is it's coming to get you

And when you wake up you can feel your hair grow Crawl out of your cave and you can watch your shadow Creep across the ground until the day is done All the while the planet circles 'round the sun

Haha, that is funny irony. But I agree with you! Isn't it interesting how despite being named that way, "Defiance" doesn't allow any of its members to defy Deepdark?

Compliance We just need your compliance You will feel no pain anymore No more defiance

Fall into line, you will do as you're told No choice fatigue, your blood is running cold We lose control, the world will fall apart Love of your life will mend your broken heart

Will Wood is ever-popular, of course, though I never got really into him. I can see this is as a Pinepaw song!

All nightmares start as dreams and I hear my subconscious screaming They say that beauty's just skin deep So naturally, please show me your

Bones, bones, bones, let me see your bones Well, I don't wanna know if the feeling follows home Bones, bones, bones, hell, we're all alone If I come home, baby, will you show your bones?

They say that beauty's just skin deep So Ana stands and rends the rancid meat from her

Oh... Rainhaze and Slugpelt song.

Are you dead or are you sleepin'? Are you dead or are you sleepin'? God, I sure hope you are dead

Well, you disappeared so often like you dissolved into coffee Are you here right now, or are there probably fossils under your meat?

Defiance song! Spefically, I could see it as from Ranger/broader Defiance's perspective as he navigates the group.

We're at a revolution And we're baying for your blood We're laying down the law And your name's mud

Cause you say you fight for us Cross your heart and hope to die You're the bully in the playground and we'll hang you out to dry

Oh yeah, I remember this song from the IncuriousCat PMV. I like it! "Nowhere King" is also a Deepdark song, so that creepy children's song-esque music does fit with the series. If anyone wanted to edit together a trailer it'd be cool!

Perfect. No notes.

Actually, someone's already made a PMV to the comic with the song! You can check it out here.

I don't think it's been suggested yet! It's a Pinepaw song, of course.

I'll cut my hair (Ooh) to make you stare (Ooh) I'll hide my chest And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here

I can't really think right now and this place Has too many colors, enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead 'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet

[gracebethartacc]

Hiii Grace

So I've been seeing your art about cccc lately and have no idea where to start but want to learn some more about it since your art of it is cool soooo do you have any general points a newcomer would need to know?

YAYYYYY OTAY JUMPS UP ANS DOWN I LOVE INFODUMPING so basically the general plot is this guy (Whole/CJ) has a mental breakdown and splits his conscious into three (Heart (his emotion) Mind (his logic) And Soul (his identity)) and it follows them trying to make peace and combine back together all the while they argue/fight for most of the process (because, yeah no, one mentally ill guy splitting himself into THREE mentally ill guys will not, infact, solve his issues, it triples them actually)

follow them as they partake in fun activities!!! like: Hypocrisy!!! Egotisticalness!! Victim complexes!!!! Attempted murder!!! Space/Mythology references!!! Suicidal thoughts!!!!! And also chicken puns 👍 fun for the whole (THE WHAT) family :3

here’s my songs I deem important for new jashers! (Bidding MV, TME, L&N) either bc it helps show the general idea or shows the visuals/designs (the MV don’t count bc those are opals designs specifically/they’re up for interp (similarly like the album itself lol))

BUT!! If u wanna get fully into it ? Points at the full album :3 go fourth, jash out

THO if you want lyrics there’s a playlist on his channel w the og Videos not just audio

[ask-the-layton-system]

Welcome to New Scotland Yard’s Serious Crime Division Classified Investigation Agency Headquarters.

Or as I like to call it, the Mystery Room.

You mean as we like to call it.

Yes yes, Al, as annoying as ever.

My name is Fendi, I’m the… I’m the host.

If you’re the host I want out of this party.

That would be Al, the emotional one and the bane of my existence.

Glad to be here.

You two aren’t causing too much chaos, are you?

You know what will happen if you do.

Simon!

That’s Simon, he used to be the host but some… things happened.

And I’m Fendi, as I said before. I am the logical one.

What a veritable Heart Mind and Soul we all are, aren’t we?

Yes, quite.

Feel free to ask us questions, but don’t expect them right away. After all, we have a job to do.

-Fendi Layton, Mind

DISCLAIMER AND OTHER INFO:

I, Sunny, the one who runs this account, am not a system. Expect some inaccuracies. Nobody is perfect.

That being said, if I fuck up something while running this account please reach out to me. I want to at the very least be open to learning.

In this au Al is who canon calls “potty prof”, Fendi is who canon calls “placid prof”, and Simon is an OC.

This au is linked to my fic Heart, Mind, Soul, and takes a lot of inspiration from Tally Hall and Chonny Jash.

The alter ages are as follows:

Al- 22

Fendi- 29 (same age as the body)

Simon- 25

The rules are as follows:

-NSFW is allowed but it will be at my discretion if I publish it or not

-I’m not picky with the blogs that can initiate an rp. Go for it.

-there may be dark subjects that are touched on or even talked about in detail, they will be tagged with #dark

-Asks that do not specify which alter they go to will be answered by whoever i decide is fronting at the time

-if you have questions feel free to ask me, just please be respectful

-rules may be added to from time to time

[mercymermaid]

hi! i'm mercy, but you can call me nat.

i'm a lesbian demiromantic, and use she/them

this is my main blog, where i post art, ideas, rants, all that fun stuff

i usually reblog stuff at @mercy-reblogs , and it's an absolute shit show over there. (it's my inner perfectionist needing to keep my main blog nice and clean and stuff)

i have an ao3 account (@/CatNat101) where I’ve posted mostly rtc and fnaf fics, twitter (@/Mercy_Mermaid), instagram (@/mercymermaidyt), cara (@/mercymermaid), and i'm on youtube (@/MercyMermaid) where i post nothing.

current MAIN obsessions: (utd means 'up to date', so i've seen all there is)

fnaf (very very utd, this is my ultimate fixation. i am unhealthy.)

jekyll and hyde (finished the book, gonna watch the musical, yes i read glass scientists, hyde is an icon, utd)

commercial aviation (utd ig??? idfk, i can't tell you how to fly a plane but i can tell you all the ways to crash it)

horses (idk jack shit about the professional equestrian world, i ride irl, showjumping!! i'm a horse girl through and through)

lego monkie kid (utd, s6 nezha episode when)

uranium teen scream (ride the cyclone / legoland, utd)

rottmnt (utd, the show had no right being canceled, donnie supremacy)

other fandoms:

fairly oddparents (not utd, i haven't watched og show, finished new wish tho, peri is right give us a second season)

dsmp (utd, i am ashamed of my past, i never left, never got into qsmp however)

tommy, slimecicle, ranboo, and co. (utd)

wings of fire (not utd, i need to read flames of hope and legends and winglets, haven't read the series in a while but ik most of it)

the amazing digital circus (utd, caine deserves more recognition <3)

gravity falls (utd, that bob ending had no right being as cool as it is)

indigo park (utd i think??, rambley is actually just a giant sweetheart and he better not become a villain)

tangled the series (utd, but idk shit about vat7k sadly)

the property of hate (utd)

the dragon prince (utd, there is no way they dared to leave s6 on a cliffhanger like that, s7 better have some good aaravos angst)

the world of mr. plant (utd, i will not be calling it twomp)

chonny jash (especially cccc content, mostly utd)

billiebustup (not super utd, waiting for game release, aristotle is my baby)

the blind prince (utd, wdym season finale wtf?!?!?!?!)

there's a lot of other stuff, those are just my main!! if i've ever interacted with the fandom recently, i'm probably in it.

come by and say hi!! my ask box is always open, and i love talking to people!

my irl moots ❤❤: @soggygrilledchese @itskandykane @lily-in-the-valley808 @cheese-godz @aeoclles

tags:

#mercy draws - art!!

#mercy writes - my silly fanfics and detailed headcanons!

#mercy rambles - literally random rants and tangents and stuff, fandom-related

#mercy yaps - random rants and tangents and commentary, not very fandom-related

#mercy answers - answering asks!

[bludraws094]

i should probably make a new pinned post :/

ANYWAYS

basic shit

i go by the names blu, cy, pythia, iris, juno, and charlie (yes, juno like in ruler of everything, and charlie like in charlies inferno. and also two greek mythology fuckers and two that came from colors)

my pronouns are they/ey/he/any neos

im transmasc nonbinary and unlabeled

i have adhd and anxiety, and i might have ocd, arfid, and autism

im a minor (not saying my actual age unless i am asked or its relevant)

alt for dumb shit: @blualt

alt for reblogs: @blureblogs094

hyperfixations and shit

i may go back in the future and edit this

green: inhabits my every thought

orange: i will still go on a rant about this if prompted

red: hyperfixation is starting to fade

chonny jash

cjrp / cjrp anons (im feather, feral, interitus, courier, and more)

tally hall/miracle musical

object shows

my object ocs

bendy and the ink machine / bendy and the dark revival

CYMtime (some of my ocs)

sonic the hedgehog

pokémon

vocaloid (avanna and macne nana my beloveds <3)

project sekai (mizuki x ena is practically canon and i refuse to believe otherwise, just look at cellphone love story)

generation loss

hadestown (word to the wise should be longer and i will fight someone on this)

cjrpcraft (minecraft rp server im in)

the angel and devil on your shoulder (ocs)

ultrakill

raggedy ann

boundaries

no nsfw, no transphobia, homophobia, ableism, racism, sexism, antisemitism, or any kind of bigotry, and dont be a bitch on purpose (unless youre being a bitch in a lighthearted joking way)

im shit at reading tone through text, so please use tone tags

you are allowed to jokingly gaslight me, but please make sure that its very obvious its a joke, whether that be by using tone tags, using words like “definitely” and “totally” in a way that makes it clear youre lying, or by just clarifying that its a joke and im not going insane. i wont be strict about this with mutuals and friends, but i will be strict with strangers

if im being rude please tell me

and heres a pronouns page thing idfk

[russeliarat]

Life Update for 12th May

I have so much coursework to do that it's taken up a large portion of my life but tbh I have nothing but my ADHD and laziness to blame lol. I have 3 huge assignments due by the end of next week, a biology mock exam to revise for in 2 days, and a social life to keep up with :'] It's all fine though coz I get to go to Alton Towers theme park after my actual biology exam is done on 7th June. It's starting to become summer now and there's a heatwave right now so I'm able to do more stuff, if you wanna see what the system is up to, I have an instagram I'll happily give to people?

Also I've gotten into Avatar (2009) and Avatar Way of Water, the Metkayina clan from the latter low-key high-key reminds me of the Zora from LoZ so that's probably a part of why I like it tbh. Very good movies, the worldbuilding is phenomenal, the linguistics is an absolute treasure trove to explore, and I don't usually like love stories or romcoms but I think Way of Water definitely managed to explore different kinds of love and hate in an easily digestible way and has some very morally grey characters with complex motives. I like it 10/10, will probably read fanfics of it on ao3 later (probably even the bad Wattpad ones for fun too)

And me being me, I made an oc for it too coz I can't engage with a piece of media if I don't have an oc obviously. Her name is Mizawt, she's a part of the Metkayina clan if you haven't noticed, and I'll probably make some posts about her later coz I want to.

Speaking of media and ocs and sketchbooks, I've finally finished my big sketchbook and have moved onto using an A3 sketchbook for big character design work and a tiny plain paper sketchbook I got from my college for doodling. I have an original story fusing Filipino mythology and the Princess Diaries and Aphmau MyStreet for fun with my boyfriend :]

Other fandom stuff; excited for Chonny Jash's newest song to release tomorrow-ish, getting back back into Fear & Hunger and the first game is still my favourite (mostly just coz of how simple it is to master and understand) I hope Miro was able to recover most of their lost update progress from last year, my friends are getting me into Invincible and JJK (mostly the two boys in my friend group - omg yes I have irl friends now and it's a big group of friends and I love them all, college has turned out NOTHING like highschool (uh thanks to anyone who's stuck around who knew the mess I was in highschool I'm a lot better now)), and UK moth fandom still revelling over that new moth discovered literally December.

[blu00u]

Hello (Hola)

Uh

Welcome to my epic blog thingy (I think) (Bienvenidx a mi coso de blog épico (creo))

You can call me Blu or you can call me my (other nick)name (it's Ari) (me puedes decir Blu o me puedes llamar mi (otro) apodo (es Ari)

My pronouns are she/her

I'm 2763 years old (not revealing my actual age for now (I'm a minor btw)) (tengo 2763 años (no voy a revelar mi edad real por ahora)(por cierto,soy menor de edad))

I like drawing (me gusta dibujar)

(mi habilidad de dibujar caras desapareció lol)

I don't consider myself too good at art but definitely not too bad (I still appreciate help though)

(no me considero tan buena dibujando pero definitivamente no tan mala (aún así aprecio ayuda))

(and in case you've seen my art before reading this,yes,I know limbs aren't straight lines)

(y en caso de que has visto mi arte antes de leer esto,si,ya se que las extremidades no son líneas rectas)

(HEY

TIENES QUE DIBUJAR LAS EXTREMIDADES ASÍ *extremidades correctas anatómicamente™*

NO ASÍ *extremidades rectas*)

(last image was literally copied from eddsworld - spares in yt)

(la última imágen fue literalmente copiada de eddsworld - spares en yt (estoy segur de que ralotrexx tiene fandubs de eso porque está en inglés))

Also sometimes my inspiration just disappears for some reason so I might be inactive sometimes (thinking about changing my blog name from "an epic duck fan" to "a lazy fool" whenever my inspiration just vanishes,I might not do it though lol)

(ah sí,y a veces mi inspiración solo desaparece por alguna razón así que puede que esté inactiv a veces (he estado pensando sobre cambiar el nombre de mi blog de "an epic duck fan (un fan épic de patos)" a "a lazy fool (un tont floj)" cuando mi inspiración solo desaparezca,aunque puede que no lo haga XD))

(su inspiración desapareció (aunque no ahora mismo))

Btw I'm terrible at words sometimes for some reason so if I accidentally say something offensive or something that doesn't even make sense sorry

(por cierto soy terrible con las palabras a veces por alguna razón así que si accidentalmente digo algo ofensivo o algo que no tiene sentido perdón)

(no sabe inglesear (o siquiera españolear) (SHHHHH si son palabras))

Anyways,I think that's all,sorry if this introduction was terrible,idk how to make introductions DX (also this is the very first blog I make)

(en fin,creo que eso es todo, perdón si esta introducción fué terrible, no sé como hacer introducciones DX (y este es el primer blog que hago)

Oh and I have a very (un)healthy obsession with chonny jash so expect drawings related to his music

(ah sí,tengo una muy (no) saludable obsesión con chonny jash así que espera dibujos relacionados a su música (chafagoni tiene traducciones en español de algunas de sus canciones en yt)

Sorry new DNI list

DNI list:

-NSFW accounts

-usual DNI stuff (homophobic, terfs, pedophiles, that stuff)

You're on VERY thin ice if...

-you support controversial people (joe Hawley, Juno, tap, those people) (I do not want to be a part of anything controversial, you're not on the DNI list because I can't blame you for having a point of view, however, that doesn't mean I'm on your side or that I support you)

Accounts:

@ary11y

@allgoodthingscomeinthrees

[hhoneycloves]

Sometimes, especially with all the Tumblr jash content I consume, I wonder why my partner and I chose to swap Heart and Mind's colors.

Not the purple and blue, but the black and white. Despite lyrical and canon interpretation. And we refuse to change it [It's been over six months].

And then I remember that we had this discussion a little while back about how it doesnt matter which is black and which is white. They're two sides of the same coin. Two extremes on the same spectrum. Anything you could argue for one being one color I'm sure there's equal argument to support the opposite reason. What matters most is the interpretation that neither will allow himself to see in shades of grey; they each think they are right with no consideration of the other's thought process.

It's fitting for Mind, as the Sun, to be white. He's bright, both in terms of intelligence and light. Similarly, it makes sense for Heart to be black, as he spends most of his time in darkness, whether visual or emotional.

You might be saying [in the rare event that someone is actually reading, woah] "but mister honeycloves, their opposite colors in canon, especially aginst their backgrounds in songs, allude to a whole yin yang thing going on that they dont even realize!" And to that I say "We Didn't Think About That When We Designed Them. You Got Me. This Eats At Me While I'm Trying To Sleep, Yes."

All of these thoughts are going through my head as I prepare to give HMS long overdue redesigns [it has been six months for fuck's sake, they need new reference art DESPERATELY]. The thought that has crossed me the most has always been "what if I swap their colors back to canon?" But I think I'm going to double down and stick with mine and my partner's unique designs for them :3

Also we REALLY wanted them to stand apart from the rest of canon/fanon designs. Their designs and our interpretations of them and their shenanigans are really just for our enjoyment. Bonus if other people like them too ^^

[heartspurgatorio]

(Heaven is not fit to house a love like you and I.)

⇢ Call me Heart, Tycho, Juno, or any name that I find nice ! ⇢ I post art, particularly Chonny Jash fanart, but I also enjoy TF2, Alien Stage, and other various things! ⇢ I use he/it/hymn pronouns! ⇢ art tag! 💜 ⇢ rambling/tangent tag! 🌙 ⇢ Art commissions are open!! 🎨

Tag Directory Under Cut:

⇢ Heartposting (you don't get an explanation abt this <3)

⇢ Artemisposting (is this different? Yes! No explanation for you either)

⇢ teto tag (teto tag) ⇢ sorry about posting about tf2 on main (tf2 tag)

⇢ Free Palestine (new tag for my Palestine donation posts so I can find them to donate to later once I get my paycheck)

⇢ who up divining their comedy (divine comedy posting)

My Family/Friends/Beloveds:

⇢ hibiscus tag 🌺 ⇢ bears and lemon trees 🐻

⇢ my mucka blucking brother 🔱 ⇢ sunshines blinding light ☀

⇢ ghost in the mirror 🪞

⇢ better call star(bound) ⭐

⇢ im thinking marku marku 🎤

⇢ mr mind and his books 📚

⇢ love foreva ^^ 🩷

⇢ rengang tag 🌼

⇢ welcome to tally (hally) ✴

⇢ #1 nishiki enjoyer ☔

⇢ polyphemus moths 🐛

⇢ the ocean who loved musicals 🌊

⇢ workshop tag 🌌

⇢ yeah city tag 🌆

⇢ euclydian garden tag 🌻

⇢ friends tag 💜

[haveyoureadthisfanfic]

Summary: Takes place immediately after Mucka Blucka Heart, Mind, and Soul talk about their preformances in the song. ...More acurately, Soul's choice of words. edit 3/15/23: new name. went from “cluck moment” to “muckin’ and bluckin’”

Author: brainisrunbygoblin

Submitter: @twig-gy

Note from submitter: classic......

[jmd-story-pit]

Chapter 5: Lost

At First I Was Wondering, Then I Was Crying, Then I Was Mad, Then I Was Scared, Then I Was Wondering, Then I Was Crying, Then I Was… I Was Empty.

Where Am I? Who Am I? Am I Alone? What Am I?

Time Feels Still When I Close My Eyes, And When I Open Them, Time Is…

Going To Fast. Time Is No Longer Making Sense, Like My Senses.

What Is Happening To Them? Are They Okay? Are They Safe?

“Questions, Questions, Questions,”

A… Voice?

“I’m Not Just A Voice, Child,”

“Am I Dying?”

“No, No, You’re Definitely Alive,”

“… What’s Going On?”

“Look For Yourself,”

“I Can’t Wake Up, I’ve Tried, But By What You See, It Doesn’t Work,”

“You’re Not Dreaming,”

“What?”

“You Sound Surprised, Why’s That?”

“It Feels Like I’m Trapped In A Dream, Are You Saying I’m Awake?”

“No, You Are In Between Of Being Awake And Sleeping, You Are A Rare Case Of This,”

“What Do You Mean?”

“What Do You Think, Torra?”

“How Do You Know My Name?”

“Because, You Know Me,”

“W-What?”

“Would You Like Me To Show Myself? Or Do You Know Who I Am By Voice?”

“I- I Don’t Understand,”

“Child, I Protected You As Much As I Could, You Know My Name By Heart, You Know What I Am To Your Kind. ‘I’ll Guide You Till You Die’,”

“D-Danli..?”

“Yes, Yes My Child, That’s My Name,”

“How Did You Get Here?”

“I Own This Realm,”

“How Can I Leave?”

“You Know How,”

“No, No I- I Don’t- I Don’t Know, Danli,”

“Child,”

I Feel A Hand On My Shoulder, I Look And See Her. In A Gown In The Lightest Purple, With Golden Strips Along The Arms. Her Long Light Bright Brown Hair Glows With A Single Golden Flower In It. I See Her As Clear As One Can, The Second Person I Could See.

“Why Can I See You?” I Ask.

She Kneels To Look Me In My Eyes.

“Because, You Know The Real Me,” She Responds.

“What Do You-? What Does That Mean?” I Questioned.

“You Been Gifted By The Fraawians, To Know The Truth, To Know The Real Person, See The Real In The Person,”

“Fraawians?!”

“Yes, And Did They Destroy My Resting? You’ll Know When You Get There With Them…”

Her Voice Starts To Fade.

“What’s Going On?!”

“I Can’t Say Anymore, You Must Leave, Before Your Mind Takes You,”

“But- How Do I Leave?” I Cried Out.

“That I Don’t Know, You’ll Know Once You’re Mind Starts To Take You,”

“But-” 

She Disappears.

“You’ll Know, Please, Stay Strong, Torra,”

She’s Gone, But Where She Stood, Her Golden Flower Lays, I Pick It Up And Put It In My Hair, Where She Had It In Hers.

“What Did She Mean By My Mind Will Take Over?”

I Decided To Walk And Find If There Is A Way Out, I See Nothing New, But I See Everything New, Was It Because Of Danli? Or What She Said About My Vision, ‘Seeing The Real In The Person’? What Does That Mean?

I Suddenly Trip Over Something And Fell, I Don’t Know What I Tripped Over, But I Know I'm Still Falling.

"Haha! You're Silly, Torry!"

I Know That Voice…

"Blaah! I'm Going To Get You!"

I See Myself And… Him…

"Hey, Leave Your Brother Alone,"

"I'm Not Hurting Him, Though…"

Mom Takes Jash Away, Like On That Day… Why Is This The Only Memory That Keeps Showing Up?

Time Forwards To Lunch, Where It All Happened… In The Golden Flower Field For My Last Day As A Villager… And My First Day As A… Or What I Thought It Was…

“Torry! Come Play With Me!”

“Not Now Jash, Maybe Later…” I Said Lost In My Head.

I Know How This Goes Because It Was My Fault… I Wasn’t Feeling Ready, Not That Anyone Is… But The Way It Went Was Different How It Was Supposed To Be Played Out That Day.

“PPlleeaassee?” Jash Begs.

“No, Wait Until After The Event,” I Hissed.

“What Is This Stupid Event About Anyway?” Jash Said Defeated.

“It’s An Adult Thing, You Wouldn’t Understand,” I Said.

“Try Me!”

I Sigh.

“It’s Not For You To Know Is What I’m Saying,”

“Come Ooon!”

“No, Now Wait Here, I Need To Get Ready,” I Said, Patting Jash’s Head And Walking Away.

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Last Chapter

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That's All I Wrote, Short For It All, Yes, But It Was My First Story I Was Really Invested In That Wasn't Related To A Personal Story That'll Never Be Finished Because Of All Of The Lore And Characters.

[h4zardousch3micals]

Oh hi asfsfdxhtkjdgs

Last song - It's alright by Jack Stauber

Favourite colour - Purple! (Why am I green then? Uh...)

Last movie/tv show - Probably the news I'm sorry 😭

Sweet/spicy/savoury - Sweet and I WILL FIGHT YOU ALL ON THIS

Relationship status - Single and keeping it that way 💚🤍🩶🖤 teehee

Last search - Do chickens eat chicken (the answer is yes)

Current obsession - Chonny Jash, Rain World and the cats in my brain (oc's) are fighting for the spotlight please help me—

And um um

Nearly everyone I care about is on break rn 😭😭😭

@bear-cubs-art-things @misty-zzz @lameishzayn @chonnysinferno @innerexpanse

Sorry if any of you didn't want to be tagged :c

Nine people I'd like to get to know better

Tagged by @meghawhopp <33

Last song: Down by the River by Borislav Slavov from the Baldur’s Gate 3 Soundtrack (or more specifically the cover of Down by the River by Nerissa Ravencroft)

Favorite color: Blue and purple!

Last movie/TV show: Seinfeld, I’m currently on season four!

Sweet/spicy/savory?: I have a huge sweet tooth, so sweet things

Relationship status: Single

Last thing I googled: I searched up the show “Arthur” because I was trying to find that one meme where Buster was like “You really think someone would do that, just go on the internet and spread lies?”

Current obsession: Fragaria memories and tears of themis mostly^^

Tag Nine People: @kyaruun @xinieeee @deadmansbistro @florapot @hunita812 @scuffle-with-spirals @rexonalapis @maxellera @manicpixiedoomedgirl