#Yes this is about new Jash

[skhardwarevers1]

when you listen to something the first time but it’s early in the morning and you fall asleep and forget that you listened to it the first time so when you wake up again a few hours later you end up listening to it again for the first time because you completely forgot how it went when you actually first listened to it (and you also were convinced the first time was a dream because that happened to you the day before) but both times you thought it was pretty good because apparently you said something about it on the first real time listening to it that confirms that you fucking loved it. So now you’re confused

[star2stop]

YEAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOEV JAZZ

[lionacuty]

I have a new song to play on loop like HOLY SHIT IT'S FUCKING AWESOME!!!!

it really reminds me of the times my dad used to play Metallica back when I was younger and lived in a apartment like omg

[harrowingtombs]

Addressing troubling comments

(REMINDER PLEASE DONT ATTACK ANYONE! As much as it sucks to have my work mischaracterized I know this isn’t everyone’s cup of tea or whatever platitude they say. Let me fight my own battles)

So I saw a TikTok today about some people that aren’t fans of me or my work and honestly idrgaf but this comment irked me so uh here’s my response! Using this as an excuse to yap about c4ec and some pretty personal stuff about me and this project

First of all who the fuck are you to tell me what boundaries of mine are unreasonable lmao?

Second of all, one of the most ignorant statements said was that I liked drawing “gore art’ of minors after drawing the reality that I and millions of other kids went through. This isn’t just some fic that shows it as shock value. The literal MAIN THEME of c4ec is child abuse and the aftermath on your life.

Yes I also drew Atlas as a 15 year old immediately after the trident gaining, but again, it goes back to the theme. This isn’t violence for shock value believe it or not there’s like! A story here! Woah! :0

This might just be a Chonny Jash fan project, whatever, but a lot of myself is poured in here. Stuff that you can probably gleam but I’d never outright admit. Hating doesnt bother me I mean, it’s not new to me, but I NEVER want anyone to get the wrong impression to what my intentions were.

I’ve been through things no child should go through and gotten the C-PTSD to prove it so I think I’m allowed to write a story on it, don’t you think?

Also this one is funny cause they are the same guy lmao idk what you expect, not the brightest bunch are you?

(PS: beefing with minors is hilarious and I intend to have no justification or high horse for that cause it was funny)

[beauty-and-passion]

Why you should listen to Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium

I didn't expect to truly write a post about this album.

Anons introduced me to its genesis, production and themes and they seemed interesting... but was there enough food for thought?

I had no idea. My expectations were positive, so I imagined I would listen to something good: I just didn't know if this album had enough for me to talk about and say something new - considering that the CCCC fans already did a great job analyzing every detail of the songs.

But when I listened to them (and read more theories/explanations), I noticed some interesting things. Things that stirred my brain and made me think. Things I wanted to talk about.

So here I am, writing a post about Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Volume 1. I am not pretending to explain the lore or the songs in detail and I don't want to bother you with an extremely long post. All I want is to give you some material to decide if CCCC is worth a try.

And, if you've never heard about it before, I hope my words will spark your interest, because this album deserves more attention.

One last thing: please be aware I will talk about all sorts of themes, from love to suicide, because those are also the themes of the album.

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A simple plot

I can hear you, fans who have listened to the whole album: simple story?! It's complicated! It's open to interpretations!

And yes, you're right. But if we consider the core foundation on which the songs are built... well, that's quite straightforward. With this album, Chonny Jash is telling us about his struggles and how they led to a psychological split inside him into Mind, Heart and Soul. Then these three parts start fighting, until they find a way to reunite again.

And yes, we can also add that this is a time loop and things are destined to repeat themselves, but the structure is still simple, clear and concise. As clear as the tripartition of the album into Calamity, Cacophony and Concord, three parts that correspond to the story's three main points: the split, the fight, the reunion.

And this simplicity isn't a bad thing, oh absolutely not. This is perfect.

There's a common misconception that a good story should be complicated. The plot should be complex and convoluted and the more complex and convoluted it is, the better the story will be. I made this conceptual mistake too and it took me years to realize how wrong it was: the better stories are not the most complicated ones, but the simpler ones.

Why?, you may ask. Isn't a simple story proof of amateur writing - or even worse, lack of creativity?

Actually, it's quite the opposite and there are four reasons why:

If a story has a simple, clear foundation, it will be easier to build on it: a simple foundation is stable and strong, it won't break down too easily. You can add layers and metaphors and hide your plot points behind different interpretations, but your public won't get lost, because the foundation would still be clear: there are three figures, they fight, they reunite. Everyone can understand it.

If everyone can understand your foundation, your story is universal. Everyone can approach and experience it, from an old person to a child, and everyone will find something inside: a message, a feeling, a piece of advice, anything.

If your story is universal and the foundation clear, your vision is also clear. And if your vision is clear, you know what you're doing. And if you know what you're doing, your story will be much more organized too: there won't be dull/useless parts, filler, or moments in which you're just dilly-dallying, waiting for the right idea to strike.

Since your story will be more organized, the flow will be better too and the events will make sense, the public will be more prone to welcome the suspension of disbelief and immerse themselves in the story. People aren't stupid, they can subconsciously feel when an artist is confident and the story is strong. And once they feel it, you win. The public is yours now, you can guide it into your world and show your vision as you intended. And people will let you do it, because they know they're in good hands.

This is what I experienced too, the more I progressed with my listening. There was a lot of care behind every word, the lyrics kept explaining and expanding the plot and everything showed the confidence of an author who knows what he is doing and how to do it.

And there's nothing better for a story, than a confident author.

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Clear elements despite the ambiguity

Even if the foundation of CCCC is very simple, the story is enriched by a ton of ambiguities and things purposely left very vague. They may be better explained when/if Volume 2 comes out in the future, they may be left open to interpretation forever. It doesn't really matter: having a full understanding is good, but leaving everything behind a veil of mystery is a good choice as well. It depends on Mr. Jash's choice - and if my previous point wasn't clear enough, I trust this guy's choices.

However, despite the ambiguity, I also really appreciated how there are a lot of extremely clear elements in this story, starting from some events, to specific details of the main characters involved.

Some examples?

Heart tried to shoot/kill/destroy Mind

Heart's breakdown is due to something love-related

The whole series of events is stuck in a loop

Mr. Jash threatens suicide if the parts of himself don't reconcile

Mr. Jash frequently talks about how he keeps making covers of songs others made before him

And what about the details? For example, we know that every character has a specific set of elements associated with them:

an object: a blindfold (Heart), a crown (Mind), a trident (Soul)

a name: Artemis/the moon/Juno (Heart), Apollo/the sun (Mind), Atlas (Soul)

a color: black+purple (Heart), blue+white (Mind), gray+red (Soul)

And those are all elements we get from the songs and they get stuck with you, while you progress with your listening.

Again, this is a very clever choice: considering everything is open to interpretation, having some clear elements serves as "anchor points" in a sea of ambiguities. By doing that, the listeners won't get lost in a maelstrom of possibilities, but they will keep being guided down a clear path - the one traced by the main points of the album (breakdown, fight, reunion).

Also, having some fixed elements keeps everyone's attention too: some people might like to get lost in pure ambiguity, but most lose interest in a too-vague story. Even if the author had a clear plan, if everything is too obscure, people will inevitably think: "It's incomprehensible, so the author had no idea what they were doing" and ditch the story entirely.

Mr. Jash handled the ambiguity aspect very well, by balancing the obscurities with the clear elements. And this proved, once again, how clear, strong and detailed his vision is.

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Favorite character?

Ooof, that's hard.

Each character has a specific personality and that alone proves how carefully Mr. Jash planned every element related to them.

Heart is sad, desperate, apathetic, prone to self-pity, sick and tired of everything. But he's also strong enough to try and oppose Mind out of fear of what he could do. He tried to attack someone as powerful as him and take him down, just to preserve the Soul and save their vessel.

And that proves he's not weak at all: he's a lot more powerful than he seems. And, as he said, he's not a child: he felt Mind could've been a threat, so he took the matter into his own hands and tried to find a solution.

And it makes sense his solution was so drastic, because it was dictated by feelings. Because the Heart is influenced by feelings. It's perfectly coherent with the kind of character he is.

Same goes for Mind: he's cold, harsh, a threatening figure because of his design/nature. He takes control of the situation, he appoints himself as the new leader, he wants to react, do something, move forward and ignore the element he sees as the weak link.

And he definitely doesn't hold a grudge towards Heart, nope nope: my bro spent a whole song saying "Look at Heart, he's an idiot". And then, if this isn't enough, he ended his song, by calling Heart "akaryocyte": which is a cell without a nucleus. Hence, a virus.

I'll admit it: this sick burn is the sickest burn that ever burned and probably the most clever insult I've ever read and that made Mind top #1 best character of the album - sorry Heart, but Mind is too sick. (Also, I am a cold logical person too, so I ended up thinking the guy wasn't so bad after all.)

Last but not least, we have Soul. And Soul is basically shut down all the time by these two motherfuckers arguing, to the point he looks more like a shadow, rather than a real character... until he decides that you know what, time to show how confident he actually is:

You must be so arrogant to think that either of you Can control The Soul so wholly When to be one whole you can't hold solely

One song was enough to show Soul's true colors. He's stronger than the other two, he's more in control than them and he's the only one able to draw a line and make an actual threat: if they do not find a way to reunite, he will kill them both.

A couple words and Soul's picture got flipped: he's not just a background voice anymore, he's the leading figure now. And if he is sick and tired, then these three are facing the real shit.

But just like the other two, Soul isn't just that and we see it in The Bidding.

Here happens something incredibly beautiful: once Heart and Mind find a way to harmonize, Soul immediately rejoices: with the impatience of a child, he asks them to do it again, "One more time, go again/No, this can't be the end". Soul, this powerful figure who threatened suicide one second ago, begs them to try again, to do it "for me", because they can finally harmonize, because "I don't know how much more I can take".

Once again, with a couple sentences, we learn how heavy this whole situation has been on Soul and how eager he is to try again, once the other two find a possible harmony.

This doesn't just show how deeply Soul has been affected by the whole situation, but also (on a higher level) how strong hope is.

Soul was ready to commit suicide: a few verses before he said this was the day "we'll tie the rope". But one small step in the right direction, despite being flawed and made out of spite and resentment, was all he needed to change his mind and drop the idea of suicide entirely.

That also proves how human Soul is. Because this is what humans feel too, especially when they play with the idea of suicide. Most of the time, this idea is the result of desperation and inability to find a way out of a situation that seems impossible to overcome. But once these people find even a teeny tiny fragment of hope, the will to live overcomes desperation and people latch to said hope, no matter how small it is. And, just like Soul did here, they try to have it again, to repeat it, to feel that spark again.

Because the will to live is always much, much stronger than the desperation that leads to suicide.

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The choice of a time loop

These three characters are stuck in a time loop: things are destined to repeat themselves. And believe it or not, but this is extremely human too - and a clever choice as well.

From a psychological perspective, Mr. Jash can "break" again anytime. Life is full of stuff and events, so... who knows? Maybe in the future, he will face another heartbreak and his Whole will break down into three once more. Or maybe it won't be because of a heartbreak: maybe something else will happen and lead to a new split, a new fight and a new reconciliation. Maybe even the lack of confidence that starts to shine in Concord is proof of a future split.

But if we think about it, the time loop works from another perspective too: a meta one.

Every time you listen to the whole album, every time to replay the songs, you are relieving the split. Every time you listen to them, Whole splits into Heart, Mind and Soul. Every time you trace their history, they split, fight and reconcile.

In other words: every replay is a new loop, a loop in which these characters are stuck - not just because of their humanity, but because they're characters and this is their story. They cannot escape from it, because that's their entire world.

I don't know if Mr. Jash thought about that while making this album... but he gave me this thought and that's just another proof of what I said at the beginning of this post: if a story is very well made, everyone can find a message inside it. And I'm sure you will find something too.

EDIT: You will find the whole analysis of CCCC Vol. 1 starting from HERE

(How about a coffee? ☕)

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[barrenclan]

Chonny Jash's cover of The Moss seems very patfw-core to me. I think someone's brought it up before but I'd like to specifically point out some of the new/changed lyrics that I think fit

But everything you see isn't everything that is

Every thing you think to be, every thought you can't dismiss

The lives we try to lead and the time we try to give

Well it's all a fallacy, we continue to relive

^ Cats like Pinepaw and Rainhaze's curiosity about what's beyond Barrenclan territory, how cats like Cootstorm try to discourage that type of thinking and how their actions unintentionally lead them to their fates. Also very cyclecore

And every thing will live, just as every thing will die

Every foe that you forgive, and every friend that you deny

Every single first hello, and every single last goodbye

Every smile that you show, every tear that you hide

^ In my head I'm picturing an amv/pmv and for this part I'm very much imagining a sort of slideshow section about contrasts and various events: Barrenclan/Defiance, Rainhaze and Ranger/Rainhaze and Asphodelpaw, Pinepaw and Saturn/Pinepaw and Wild Rose, Slugpelt and Cashew/Slugpelt and Dustfeather. Idk if that makes sense

Well, legend has it that we're all just doomed

And we've ruined our society

Well, legend has it that we dug our tomb

Which we'll lie in for all eternity

^ Barrenclan's whole staying as punishment for their cowardice ideology

Well legend has it that, the world once knew a whole palette of lovely blues and greens

Well legend has it that, our corpses lie a foundation of insincerity

^ what Barrenclan's territory used to be - blue and green - and what it is now - on a foundation of corpses

*Attempts to Jashify Raz* *Attempts to Jashify Raz* *Attempts to Jashify Raz—

I've seen a lot of people in the server talking about Chonny Jash, he seems pretty fun. But if I'm honest, I'm more of a Johnny Cash fan. :P

Ooh, yes! You've targeted me with a TMBG suggestion, I actually went ahead and added "Don't Let's Start" to the playlist but I love this song too.

Even when you're out of work you still have a job to do Even when you don't know what it is Your job knows what it is What it is is it's coming to get you

And when you wake up you can feel your hair grow Crawl out of your cave and you can watch your shadow Creep across the ground until the day is done All the while the planet circles 'round the sun

Haha, that is funny irony. But I agree with you! Isn't it interesting how despite being named that way, "Defiance" doesn't allow any of its members to defy Deepdark?

Compliance We just need your compliance You will feel no pain anymore No more defiance

Fall into line, you will do as you're told No choice fatigue, your blood is running cold We lose control, the world will fall apart Love of your life will mend your broken heart

Will Wood is ever-popular, of course, though I never got really into him. I can see this is as a Pinepaw song!

All nightmares start as dreams and I hear my subconscious screaming They say that beauty's just skin deep So naturally, please show me your

Bones, bones, bones, let me see your bones Well, I don't wanna know if the feeling follows home Bones, bones, bones, hell, we're all alone If I come home, baby, will you show your bones?

They say that beauty's just skin deep So Ana stands and rends the rancid meat from her

Oh... Rainhaze and Slugpelt song.

Are you dead or are you sleepin'? Are you dead or are you sleepin'? God, I sure hope you are dead

Well, you disappeared so often like you dissolved into coffee Are you here right now, or are there probably fossils under your meat?

Defiance song! Spefically, I could see it as from Ranger/broader Defiance's perspective as he navigates the group.

We're at a revolution And we're baying for your blood We're laying down the law And your name's mud

Cause you say you fight for us Cross your heart and hope to die You're the bully in the playground and we'll hang you out to dry

Oh yeah, I remember this song from the IncuriousCat PMV. I like it! "Nowhere King" is also a Deepdark song, so that creepy children's song-esque music does fit with the series. If anyone wanted to edit together a trailer it'd be cool!

Perfect. No notes.

Actually, someone's already made a PMV to the comic with the song! You can check it out here.

I don't think it's been suggested yet! It's a Pinepaw song, of course.

I'll cut my hair (Ooh) to make you stare (Ooh) I'll hide my chest And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here

I can't really think right now and this place Has too many colors, enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead 'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet

[if-you-soul]

being a cccc fan who doesnt get involved in jash fandom otherwise aside from just listening to his new stuff is so funny. i feel like a supportive grandma asking about her grandson's new video games. yes hello your jashed verses look very cool :) just like your pikachus :)

[notsolaris]

(this is the longer old intro post, here's the condensed new one!)

nobody’s going to need this ever but i’m bored so i’m gonna make an introduction post thingy because why the hell not

some general stuff about me: my name’s solaris or sol, and i’m 16. i’m aroace and agenderflux, and any pronouns are fine (this includes neos, get creative if you want). there’s like an 80% chance i’ll follow you back if you follow me, and feel free to message me/send me asks or tag me in stuff :3

(more under the cut)

some not-so-general stuff about me, aka my interests (i’ll try and somewhat categorize this, there’s a fuck ton):

games/game-adjacent fandoms: fnaf, minecraft, evbo, grian’s life series, studio investigrave, little nightmares, mouthwashing, undertale, deltarune

books/movies: percy jackson, harry potter (yes i know, jkr’s a bitch, still like the series though), the chronicles of narnia, the hunger games, the 39 clues, star wars, pirates of the caribbean, the mcu, spiderverse, scarlet witch, young avengers, batfam, flash

(there’s plenty of other movies i’m into but they aren’t in series and if i listed them all it would make this part a lot longer so…i’m not going to)

shows: gravity falls, hannibal, doctor who, scott pilgrim, lego monkie kid, ramshackle, the amazing digital circus, arcane, heartstopper, danny phantom, hazbin hotel, helluva boss (another yes i know, i don’t like vivziepop but i do still like the shows)

music: tally hall, miracle musical, chonny jash, will wood, lemon demon, jhariah, vocaloid, will stetson, assorted musicals

non-fandom things i guess: singing, drawing, writing, my ocs i love them so much i am so normal about them, space, psychology, mountain dew, rubik’s cubes

i’m not really sure what else to put here so i’ll give a few fun facts about me :3

- i can solve a rubik’s cube in 15 seconds and have an overflowing box full of them.

- i have somewhere in the range of 40-50 hoodies. this is not an exaggeration, i don’t want to know how much i’ve spent on hoodies.

- my favorite colors are dark purple and dark green. think really dark, chances are what popped into your head isn’t dark enough.

- i am 5’0. i am tiny. it is very unfortunate, all my friends are taller and make fun of me.

- i collect things such as mountain dew bottles and cans, dnd dice, and playing cards. also star wars action figures from the 80s-90s that used to belong to my dad. and plushies. a lot of plushies.

- i took recorder lessons for six years.

if anyone actually read this, congratulations. you get a cookie :3

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[gracebethartacc]

Hiii Grace

So I've been seeing your art about cccc lately and have no idea where to start but want to learn some more about it since your art of it is cool soooo do you have any general points a newcomer would need to know?

YAYYYYY OTAY JUMPS UP ANS DOWN I LOVE INFODUMPING so basically the general plot is this guy (Whole/CJ) has a mental breakdown and splits his conscious into three (Heart (his emotion) Mind (his logic) And Soul (his identity)) and it follows them trying to make peace and combine back together all the while they argue/fight for most of the process (because, yeah no, one mentally ill guy splitting himself into THREE mentally ill guys will not, infact, solve his issues, it triples them actually)

follow them as they partake in fun activities!!! like: Hypocrisy!!! Egotisticalness!! Victim complexes!!!! Attempted murder!!! Space/Mythology references!!! Suicidal thoughts!!!!! And also chicken puns 👍 fun for the whole (THE WHAT) family :3

here’s my songs I deem important for new jashers! (Bidding MV, TME, L&N) either bc it helps show the general idea or shows the visuals/designs (the MV don’t count bc those are opals designs specifically/they’re up for interp (similarly like the album itself lol))

BUT!! If u wanna get fully into it ? Points at the full album :3 go fourth, jash out

THO if you want lyrics there’s a playlist on his channel w the og Videos not just audio

[sunzshatter]

"see the sky and all the land together again."

The name's Sunny!

Born on March 11! ♓️ he/him is preferred.

I like writing and drawing, is all.

And yes, this is (mostly) Chonny Jash page so I'll share some short facts related to CJ.

- i'm a heart fan, though I enjoy all of them equally

- fav album: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium (obviously)

My favorite CJ song(s):

Never Meant to Know

Just Apathy

Two Wuv

Special

Bonus: Push

Spring and a Storm

Variations on a Cloud

Other than that, I mostly like listening to Tally Hall instead.

... general info ...

I use Instagram — my main account — for art + writing updates. I tend to post things on Instagram FIRST.

Pinterest is meant for my CCCC/Chonny Jash doodles + art.

((reblogs are highly appreciated for my art!! i'm also happy to follow other CCCC artists on tumblr))

FIND ME ON PONYTOWN!!

although i may not be hanging out in the CJ area (safe server) my style is pretty easy to catch on PT.

i love meeting new jashers on PT + seeing who recognizes me (which is crazy!) ... so i'll be on the safe server!

IMPORTANT::

i'm mildly uncomfortable with jashshipping, as i'm under the impression chonny jash himself is uncomfortable with it. i wouldn't personally tell jashshippers to not interact, i would just prefer no one talks about it around me. you do what makes you happy. thanks! :3

[jellobubblelol]

i keep forgorring to make a new intro so HERE WE GO-

WHADDUP MOTHERFUCKERS?!

I'm Jack/Jello/whatever silly J words people come up with. I'm some random Scot out there who's very normal about everything ever.

This blog is my fandom blog. It's mostly Chonny Jash content because Autism Moment™. Get used to it. I also occasionally post about Splatoon n Deltarune because - again - Autism.

This blog is pretty much an autism dumping ground lol

TAGS!

#shut up jello: me rambling about whatever

#jello (makes/draws) a thing: my various creative stuffs. Largely doodles.

#jash junction au: anything i make for my own lil version of the jashverse. largely the demo trio (soupcan charlie and charcoal) because yes

uhhhhh that's all for now. check my main blog @chaoticallyfuckingstressed for non-fandom stuff ig

[ask-the-layton-system]

Welcome to New Scotland Yard’s Serious Crime Division Classified Investigation Agency Headquarters.

Or as I like to call it, the Mystery Room.

You mean as we like to call it.

Yes yes, Al, as annoying as ever.

My name is Fendi, I’m the… I’m the host.

If you’re the host I want out of this party.

That would be Al, the emotional one and the bane of my existence.

Glad to be here.

You two aren’t causing too much chaos, are you?

You know what will happen if you do.

Simon!

That’s Simon, he used to be the host but some… things happened.

And I’m Fendi, as I said before. I am the logical one.

What a veritable Heart Mind and Soul we all are, aren’t we?

Yes, quite.

Feel free to ask us questions, but don’t expect them right away. After all, we have a job to do.

-Fendi Layton, Mind

DISCLAIMER AND OTHER INFO:

I, Sunny, the one who runs this account, am not a system. Expect some inaccuracies. Nobody is perfect.

That being said, if I fuck up something while running this account please reach out to me. I want to at the very least be open to learning.

In this au Al is who canon calls “potty prof”, Fendi is who canon calls “placid prof”, and Simon is an OC.

This au is linked to my fic Heart, Mind, Soul, and takes a lot of inspiration from Tally Hall and Chonny Jash.

The alter ages are as follows:

Al- 22

Fendi- 29 (same age as the body)

Simon- 25

The rules are as follows:

-NSFW is allowed but it will be at my discretion if I publish it or not

-I’m not picky with the blogs that can initiate an rp. Go for it.

-there may be dark subjects that are touched on or even talked about in detail, they will be tagged with #dark

-Asks that do not specify which alter they go to will be answered by whoever i decide is fronting at the time

-if you have questions feel free to ask me, just please be respectful

-rules may be added to from time to time

[haveyoureadthisfanfic]

Summary: Takes place immediately after Mucka Blucka Heart, Mind, and Soul talk about their preformances in the song. ...More acurately, Soul's choice of words. edit 3/15/23: new name. went from “cluck moment” to “muckin’ and bluckin’”

Author: brainisrunbygoblin

Submitter: @twig-gy

Note from submitter: classic......

[yinandyanglifestyle]

High Five Yourself!

by: Icie

New year, new reflections, but some things are pretty much the same. 2024 was rife with all kinds of gruelling and enjoyable things that happened in my life. I created this blog with my best friend Somaly to talk about our personal lifestyle choices and the shit that the two of us do in Australia, whether together or with other people.

I've seen things on stage last year: Chicago, Beauty and the Beast, Cirque Du Soleil Luzia, Wicked (for the 2nd time since 2014. This time with my other best friend Danielle.) The Chicago stage play wasn't what I expected (because I saw the movie first) and the Beauty and the Beast Musical wasn't what I expected either (it was updated to look more like the 2017 version instead of the 1991 but with a better dress than Emma Watson's.) Luzia was, for me, Cirque du Soleil's comeback after a bad one (Crystal).

I have been on several museum dates with my loved ones to see things about fairy tales, Lego dinosaurs, Alphonse Mucha, Iris van Herpen, and Ancient Egypt. Though Australia's museums aren't as world renowned as others, we try our best and a trip to the museum is always educational and awe-inspiring.

I also coloured a goddess for the artist Jash Lee. Not just in a Facebook group of sorts, but he approached me to do one for him personally. I wish I could have done better, but I'm an amateur!

I have been to festivals about cats, dogs and the annual Matsuri Brisbane. It's the 3rd time I went to the festival and I enjoy it every year.

My grief happened when I experienced the loss of my beloved dog Mallows. The sad thing about this was that I didn't see him in his last moments as I was in Australia while he was with my family in the Philippines.

I reconnected with my friends and family after 4 years of separation due to Covid. I finally met my nephew and was so excited when they visited me this time. We explored Brisbane and we took them to our favourite spots.

Then Gio and I explored Sydney and fell in love with Australia even more.

Other things I did was grinded coffee beans with an antique,

did a low cost cosplay of Anya Forger for Halloween,

created art with literal babies (8 months to 19 months) for Christmas which reconnected me to art,

and wasted a lot of time on Infinity Nikki (my game of the year). Did some Dreamlight Valley on the side too. I found out that I am getting too old for stressful games as my work is already too stressful, so I sauntered on to cozy games and never went back.

But what I really want to high five myself about was that I quit my good job for a better paying one. I was happy where I was and the people in the work place were amazing and fun. The work ethic was chill and I have made friends. But I wasn't progressing and I am full of ambition and I know my worth. Also, it was far from where I live.

I looked for a different job were I was placed in a leadership role with better pay as well, only to realise that it was a terrible one. It reminded me of the time I worked in companies that valued profit over the people and we were treated like numbers. I missed my old job and wished I could go back to my old one even if there was an invitation to go back from my previous owner. I cried from the stress every day. So I quit again and found a new one after staying there for just 4 months. Again, I know my worth.

And the new one is amazing! (even if it had lower pay.)

It may sound like I'm anti-work but I have never been prouder or happier that I moved on from them. I was proud that I didn't have to be a martyr to jobs that made me feel stagnant or jobs that are so toxic to its employees. I am proud and giving myself a high five for learning how to move on and treat myself to something better. I have learned not to just say yes to any company that offers me a lot of money because they are traps. Hopefully this new year and new endeavor will be good to me and the people around me but for now, I am giving myself a high five for everything that I've done in 2024. It was a good year, and I hope it's better this year.

[mercymermaid]

hi! i'm mercy

raging womankisser, she/her or she/them works just fine

this is my main blog, where i post art, ideas, rants, all that fun stuff

psa: i block ask blogs and similar types of accounts, so if your ask/whatever blog is blocked, it's not personal dw ❤️❤️

i usually reblog stuff at @mercy-reblogs , and it's an absolute shit show over there. (it's my inner perfectionist needing to keep my main blog nice and clean and stuff)

i have an ao3 account (@/CatNat101) where I’ve posted mostly rtc and fnaf and cccc fics

ai and trump are NOT supported here!

current MAIN obsessions: (utd means 'up to date', so i've seen all there is)

fnaf (very very utd, this is my ultimate fixation. i am unhealthy. yes i love the fansongs. yes i love the musical. no i have never played the games myself but love the lore.)

tts/rta (utd, currently diving deeper into vat7k, i LOVE varian and cass's villain arc can go die in a hole but she's badass besides that)

jekyll and hyde (finished the book, gonna watch the musical, yes i read glass scientists, hyde is an icon, utd)

commercial aviation (utd ig??? idfk, i can't tell you how to fly a plane but i can tell you all the ways to crash it)

horses (idk jack shit about the professional equestrian world, i used to ride irl, showjumping!! i'm a horse girl through and through)

uranium teen scream (ride the cyclone / legoland, utd, having my fixation on the main three intro songs)

chonny jash (specifically cccc, pretty much utd)

vocaloid (utd?? idfk, no i have not played pjsk but i plan to!!, yes my favorite vocaloid is miku i am plain and basic and boring, triple baka for life)

frankenstein (utd, god victor is such a bitchass but so well-written, clerval deserved a much better man than this freak)

h2g2 / hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy (not utd, finally reading it after owning the books for live five years, i live for never knowing what kind of sentence i'm going to read next)

house m.d. (not utd but half the show's been spoiled for me anyway, house is such a jerk, cameron my love)

the amazing digital circus (utd, LET CAINE HAVE HIS HATE SPEECH, HATE? LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE)

other fandoms:

k-pop demon hunters (utd, BOBBY SUPREMACY!!!)

les mis (utd?, i need to read the novel, javert x valjean toxic old man yaoi for the win, EVERYBODY BLESS THE LANDLOOOORD)

mouthwashing (utd, daisuke + anya are best friends and swansea + daisuke are father son esque)

squid games (not utd, just finished s1, oh my god that plot twist was a twist indeed wtaf)

lego monkie kid (utd, s6 nezha episode when)

fairly oddparents (not utd, i haven't watched og show, finished new wish tho, peri is right give us a second season)

dsmp (utd, i am ashamed of my past, i never left, never got into qsmp however)

tommy, slimecicle, ranboo, and co. (utd)

wings of fire (not utd, i need to read flames of hope and legends and winglets, haven't read the series in a while but ik most of it)

gravity falls (utd, the frilly guy upstairs deserves a lot more attention)

indigo park (utd i think??, rambley is actually just a giant sweetheart and he better not become a villain)

the property of hate (utd)

the world of mr. plant (utd, i will not be calling it twomp)

billiebustup (not super utd, waiting for game release, aristotle is my baby)

the blind prince (utd, wdym season finale wtf?!?!?!?!)

dragon prince (utd, the ending was hella anticlimactic... do we need an arc 3?)

rotttmnt (utd, donnie supremacy)

there's a lot of other stuff, those are just my main!! if i've ever interacted with the fandom recently, i'm probably in it.

come by and say hi!! my ask box is always open, and i love talking to people!

my irl moots ❤❤: @mysticalgiraffe @itskandykane @lily-in-the-valley808 @cheese-godz @aeoclles @ogshtinker

tags:

#mercy draws - art!!

#mercy writes - my silly fanfics and detailed headcanons!

#mercy rambles - literally random rants and tangents and stuff, fandom-related

#mercy yaps - random rants and tangents and commentary, not very fandom-related

#mercy answers - answering asks!

#the last axolotl au - my au regarding the gravity falls axolotl, and what they truly are godwise, etc.

#fnaftm triple redemption au - my fnaf musical fix-it everyone lives au where glitchtrap, vanny, and baby get their happy endings :)

#the real fredbear's family diner - me and @mysticalgiraffe 's fix-it fnaf au, pre-bite, nobody was murdered or died and they all were happy and fun, basically slice of life if william wasn't a bad person and evan didn't die

[russeliarat]

Life Update for 12th May

I have so much coursework to do that it's taken up a large portion of my life but tbh I have nothing but my ADHD and laziness to blame lol. I have 3 huge assignments due by the end of next week, a biology mock exam to revise for in 2 days, and a social life to keep up with :'] It's all fine though coz I get to go to Alton Towers theme park after my actual biology exam is done on 7th June. It's starting to become summer now and there's a heatwave right now so I'm able to do more stuff, if you wanna see what the system is up to, I have an instagram I'll happily give to people?

Also I've gotten into Avatar (2009) and Avatar Way of Water, the Metkayina clan from the latter low-key high-key reminds me of the Zora from LoZ so that's probably a part of why I like it tbh. Very good movies, the worldbuilding is phenomenal, the linguistics is an absolute treasure trove to explore, and I don't usually like love stories or romcoms but I think Way of Water definitely managed to explore different kinds of love and hate in an easily digestible way and has some very morally grey characters with complex motives. I like it 10/10, will probably read fanfics of it on ao3 later (probably even the bad Wattpad ones for fun too)

And me being me, I made an oc for it too coz I can't engage with a piece of media if I don't have an oc obviously. Her name is Mizawt, she's a part of the Metkayina clan if you haven't noticed, and I'll probably make some posts about her later coz I want to.

Speaking of media and ocs and sketchbooks, I've finally finished my big sketchbook and have moved onto using an A3 sketchbook for big character design work and a tiny plain paper sketchbook I got from my college for doodling. I have an original story fusing Filipino mythology and the Princess Diaries and Aphmau MyStreet for fun with my boyfriend :]

Other fandom stuff; excited for Chonny Jash's newest song to release tomorrow-ish, getting back back into Fear & Hunger and the first game is still my favourite (mostly just coz of how simple it is to master and understand) I hope Miro was able to recover most of their lost update progress from last year, my friends are getting me into Invincible and JJK (mostly the two boys in my friend group - omg yes I have irl friends now and it's a big group of friends and I love them all, college has turned out NOTHING like highschool (uh thanks to anyone who's stuck around who knew the mess I was in highschool I'm a lot better now)), and UK moth fandom still revelling over that new moth discovered literally December.